the fear of finals.. no?

Let me blog for another while before I continue my ICIS revision lar. lol Forget bout watever AGO (Aims, Goals and Objectives) meant to be for the moment. aha. Talking bout tht, I have a test for thinking skills and yet I only studied the "fishbone diagram" only. blame blogger. no, blame my frens, no.. blame gtalk. okay blame no one. It was my temptations to distractions.

Anyway, I was thinking and wondering how to write my call lab essays cos I was not inpired to write at all after soo many years of not writing an essay. Okay.. maybe only a year of not writing and I'm stucked even at the first paragraph. Can't find an exact word to start it even. damn. Dats y I've been delaying it until like now? when we need to hand in our portfolio soon. So, u can imagine how many essays are undone. ahah. And finally, maybe bcos of the tension of handing in, I found the inspiration to write again. lol. I wrote the essay as if I'm blogging ya noe. hmm.. how wonderful. ahah guess when u read it, u'll noe.

and surprisingly my resolution for last week is achieved. lol. I've been spending my time hiding in IRC since last week. And managed to study and sleep lesser as compared to when I'm in my room. But now, as it is the study week for the undergrads, the PIC (ppl in charge) got stricter (is there such word? ) they insist on checking our bags to see if we really brought our laptop before we can bring our bags in. otherwise, we'll need to leave our bags at the basement. damn. the thing is putting bags at the basement means u need to carry a lot of stuff with ur hands instead of having ur bag to carry it for u. Ohh, they even confiscate my fren's biscuits cos no food is allowed. such tight security. cant even pretend I bring a laptop cos they wan us to open our bags to let them see. stupid idea.

the days to my finals are getting nearer. Nightmare? no. fear? a lil. cos it's my first time. its normal rite. As in.. I dono wat to expect for the exam. Not too sure if I can manage to finish studying all the syllabus. I have this feeling I need to speed up but something just hold me back. Distractions from peers maybe. but sometimes they gave me pressure as well. Especially when I see some of them study like mad punya. seriously no need to sleep and sit for test the next day. Incredible! alright, it's not even my study week yet. I'm already like studying for finals test? don call me freak. just worried. every1 does, isn't it? but of course, I noe I can do it through God who strengthens me.

Anyway, I wan to blog about our trip to Ipoh last sunday.. it was really fun cos we drove a rented car there. lol. shall talk bout this another time.. ehehe. gtg