Dreams of Tomorrows: how not to ho-hum?

Study week starts today!! But damn, my semangat to study gone just as it started. wat happen?!! aih. I was so semangat to study last week and Im glad I actually did it. But right after my ICIS test yest.. the oh-so-semangat-mel suddenly turn to an oh-so-lazy-mel. hmm.. ppl, u gotta bring tht old mel back. lol okay, crap. Nowadays, I tend to dream a lot. And after so long being here, I finally dreamt of something to do with the ppl in UTP. lol it was funny and weird. Dreams sometimes just stole my time away. sigh. I woke up later den planned bcos of that. But I would want to know what my dream meant actually. aha. I should have borrow the dream interpreter book from IRC dat day. Now, I've no idea where to find tht book. Why it seems to be so"ho-hum" (So lacking in interest as to cause mental weariness -according to Cheryl ^^) nowadays?! hmm..

This morning planned to study business. The outcome was the book is wide opened in front of me with all my pens and highlighters plus notes display nicely. (wah syiok =D) but den the itchy hands are touching the laptop which is also wide open in front of me doing stupid stuff. hmm. I can't help it. I can just touch the com without doing anything in particular. how wasting time is tht? why does tht happen to me? or is every1 else the same? nah.. I think its only me. =|

I even played some online games. And went blog-hopping, went googgling ppl's name (cos Cheryl did it. haha ter-influence =p) and then found out tht all of our names and ID actually appear in the google page (about the location for our exams T_T elearning is so public. why are they showing the world where we're sitting for our exams? lol) and chatted like a lot or rather more like crapping all the way with my frens. Talking crap bout catching mouse and cockroaches and bla. omgosh.. how silly. I even clear all the notifications in my facebook. lol it took me years to do it cos I haven't been logging into my facebook for God knows how long. hah.

aikz. So practically that was how "productive" my morning is! =x

In the midst of blog-hopping, I actually went back and look at my old blogs. lol reading my own blog. a long lost old blog. funny tho'. and actually realized I have quite a lot of inspiration to write last time. Just so if you didnt noe, I write poems last time. It was such a long time ago. And when I read back all of them, I was like wow, did I wrote tht?! lol If you were to ask me to write now, I guess I cant really write anymore. why ar?! inspiration flew already maybe. I shall search for it back. I want it back! haha. poems are beautiful. =) http://myteenslife.blogspot.com/

I'm kinda addicted to reading novels again. I feel like collecting novels again. Ever since I watched "A walk to rmb".. I've been wanting to buy more of Nicholas Sparks books. =D lol I can't believe of all the many books by Nicholas Sparks I bought, I did NOT buy "A walk to rmb". WHy?! lol I want to buy sophie kinsella's too. ppl tend to tell me buying books especially novels are just wasting money. But I really don't think so lo. If its revision books or textbooks maybe I might say dat lar.. but novels? no eii. I LOVE to collect them. isnt it nice to have a whole set of collections of the books u love to read? It's the same like how you collect music CD's and DVD's. you dun mind spending much for ur fav stuff rite. but yeah sometimes, when come to think of it, it's not really good tho'. but it's part of our pleasures.. nvm rite. aha.

been sad about losing my laptop's graphics driver. I accidentally deleted a graphic driver on my laptop and then the colour on my screen now all cacated and ugly. haih. now it looks so not nice and i'm still mourning bout it. been searching for tht driver to download online but couldn't find the exact one. *sob* so ugly eii.. maybe not tht ugly.. but I can't accept it. whuahhh!

anyway, shall go back to start trying to study again. oh semangat mari sini. mana u. hmm.

Web-caming moments =p