Things have changed ever since.

*this post was saved as draft for quite some time already and now is the time to be posted. ahah*
as of 10/5/09

Actually to come to think of it, I've changed a lot of my style of doing things ever since I came over here. People says I adapt to things fast and fit into what every1 elses do. Hmm.. pretty true cos I do follow and accept how other ppl do things. I'll save this for another post. Back to the topic, one of the most obvious thing that I'd changed is my punctuality. I used to get up an hour and a half before the time to go anywhere to prepare myself and makes sure I reach my destination 15 mins to 20 mins before time. I dun like people to wait for me but rather to wait for ppl. I always timed myself in doing things and some of you may know my watch is always 10 mins faster than usual so I won't be late and I will have an extra time to spare jus in case. If you say 10 mins is quite long, I've tried for half and hour once. hehe but not for long cos it's a bit out to go half and hour ahead of time.

Somehow when I came over here, I tend to try to be late in almost everything I do. I will say, yeah I've got influenced by my friends. I don't say they're never a punctual person but u know when we wait for each other we're late. Though, yeah my watch still shows 10 mins faster but then it doesn't help anymore. As it goes, it turns into a habit to be late and I have no urgency to reach my destination early anymore not even just-on-time. Sometimes I felt bad about having ppl to wait for me but then again I overlooked the matter and continue to be late.

But on the good side, I'd changed in the way I used to study. I usually dont study until it's 1 week before exam and I know I won't have time to finish revising it and yeah I never did. You won't believe if I say I didn't at all read up the last 2 chaps of my history and the 2 novels of BM when I sat for my PMR and I too left out a few chaps of Bio, Physics and history again and also the bm novels. (when I say left out, I seriously didnt read it up at all. not even give it a glance) I still sit for my SPM. Maybe some of u are like tht too but thing is I didnt really care much about what my results are. Yeah, I still go worried and scared when it comes to taking results; normal aint it? but to me, results arent really important. Thts why if you ask my mom I never get hyped up and go excited or brag about my results; I just go "oh, okay." when I go get my exam results.

My point is, I'd changed! yeap, I'm not sure what is the thing tht push me to really care about my studies when I came here. I started to care how much I got for every sub, how well I did for my last test, how well I did in my quizzes and assignments, how, how and how. I even go to the extend to ask myself, what if I didnt pass my sub, what if I failed, what if I didnt achieved what I want and then it turned out I began to get indulged in doing revision as often as I can. Of cos, during normal days, I still play around and go slack most of the time but when times come for tests and exams, I did start doing my revision earlier den usual. My friends even asked how did I managed to finish reading all those chaps and even said I'm discipline to get started with studies. I didnt at all realised it until they mentioned. Then, I realised it's true. I really duno how did I became like one of those nerds. lol. But then again, I'd changed for the better isnt it? I mean for my studies. Punctuality wise, I guess I really need to turned it around and changed for the better. ahah