the sense of belonging.

Been feeling really great these days. lol. it's been long since I've felt this way. It's just the feeling of belonging and tht kind of comfort you get when you're sick-in-bed-n-being-treated-like-you're-the-most-high-king. lol well, Praise God I've begin to find life as something we need to put it together by ourselves just like the puzzle. It's the way we put it all together. Every1 can do it but every1 do it differently. uhh wat am I crapping.

Lesson learnt today: There is always something to laugh about and cry about everyday, it is up to us to choose.

Been reading lots of inspiration stuff lately and learnt a lot from all of those inspirational stories. Sometimes it really strucked me on my own life. How I've been living my own life? What I've been doing that glorifies God? When is the last time I treated a person so caringly? Where have I gotten myself to? There's so much things for me to reflect on.

I am really glad and grateful for one sister (in christ) of mine who is also my Shepherd. She'd been a great blessings ever since she became my shepherd. Tho' we might just know each other not for long but I have this sense tht we've known each other for like forever. Sometimes she does inspired me to go on with my life. and as we get to know more of each other, we realized we are quite similar in most of our actions which is coolio. lol Glad to be her sheep and have a shepherd like her. Really thank God for everything. =) and I would want her to be my Shepherd for as long as it can be. aha. (guess she'll be in cloud's 9 if she reads this lol)

Anyway, talking about today, I just MISSED not SKIPPED my Co-curriculum today!!!! I totally forgotten bout it like seriously and went for the drama practice instead. If it wasn't because of Cheryl reminded me about it I wouldnt even thot of it. and even so, it was kinda late already when Cheryl reminded me of it. It was exactly 5pm, the end of my co-q. -.- I rushed to the co-q block and told the tcher about it and darn he dun even care and understand why couldnt I make it for the co-q yet he said I cannot sign my name at all. If it wasnt for the sake of attending ur darn class you think I would even make myself rush to ur class???!!! I didnt skipped ur class intentionally ei. ish. He even said if I wanna write an exemption letter, I need to get it approve by the authority and bla bla. I couldnt even bother wat he said. I walked off and later go back before the class end since there's no point of me staying there. no, I just couldnt stand his attitude. He dun even give chance ~at least once la. ignore me for this one. lol

Note to self: write down every single things that are need to be done every single day!
New resolution: Study smart and never hard. Play harder and never smarter.

I find myself becoming some kind of a "philosopher" nowadays. lol I've been creating words of wisdom for myself and it gave an impact to some ppl. aha Dint noe I can do tht. lol.

oh bout my tests, Moral test was postpone to next wed. And today, I just sat for ICIS test. Alright, I wouldnt say its hard neither would I say its easy. It just made me confuse in some parts. Hopefully I do quite well in it. but I have this feeling I'm not. Well, at least I've done my best. hmm. Talking about tht, I did quite out of my expectation in my Math test. No, in a negative way. Kinda sad bout it but it actually boost my study spirit. lol I need to strive even harder then.

In the midst of my busy schedule, pop one darn wasting-my-time DEBATE! My group got chosen to do debating next wed. how great. On tht day, we would have moral test and the next day we have thinking skill test. So much to do again.


6 more days to go! yippie! (=